Easing it Out
Looking back, I can only go for an unfortunate remorse for all those decisions I have made. Not that I've much to regret, (because I don't want to regret), all the people who filled and unfilled my life, but likewise, for those things I opted to go for, and how I treated some situations with a seemingly mature mind, only to find out that they resulted the exact opposite. Yes, the ever wanting me had always wanted an adventurous life, a roller coaster ride, and it would be a horrendously hypocritical for me to go on living a bland life, just like anyone else. But sometimes, you reach a psychological support level, a time perhaps for you to go on a longer-than-usual hiatus. Sometimes, it would be helpful to just stop at the middle of the road, look back, look a little longer, and assess how much has transpired during the 19 years of your stay. While doing so, suddenly, you just want to stop ultimately, because you feel extraordinarily tired. And what's more frustating to note is that you see your companions going on their ways, bravely ahead, eyes full of sparkles, spirits revitalized more often than not. It may be the selfishness talking but hey, it's fun at times. Until someone again passes your way, and offers you a hand, never minding if that person catches some of that mud.
And so, goes on the old saying:
One of the greatest tragedies known to man is the endless fruitless search for someone who would finally understand.
(I wish Mars would finally get to know how it feels like talking to Pluto, before the grand exit))
Labels: gravitational pull and repulsion
posted by Randyh @ Sunday, March 25, 2007
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