Sunday, March 30, 2008

Rites.

Gad. It is Sunday already.

Aatend ba ako? Pupuntahan ba kita? I still don't know. Still reeling from your tragedy. Our tragedy. Oh yes. Our tragedy. I still couldn't believe the entire incident. Although we've long talked of these, it never crossed my mind that it would be done. Although many attempts have been made, it never occured t0 me that one day, you would be that successful in it. I've long believed.. no. They've all believed that I was one of those reasons you weren't pursuing your plan. Hell. You were so desperate for it. And I dunno if I could ever forgive you. Or at least, for now. You always see to it that my decision was known to you. And I know they mattered. You've always said that I always come to your rescue. I liked the idea that I could help you as far as I could, even going overboard. Although sometimes, I may have grudged then that you weren't always there for me. Kasi naman.. Understandable still. Alam mo naman na hindi ako ma-confide na tao. And I wouldn't want to burden you even more. Between the two of us, incidentally, I was the stronger type. You had your worries, and I've had mine, but I didn't mind at all.

Hell. I couldn't spit out the words. You didn't call me right there and then. I thought it was odd that you weren't texting, or bugging me for the last few number of days. Pinagaalala mo ako. Had I not asked around, I wouldn't have known all that has happened. Nalungkot lang ako. When I should have been there, I was not. I was joking all the time, " Hindi nga kita pinapakagat sa lamok e. Magsabi ka lang. Akong bahala. " Serious issues abound, yes. And if anyone would know the magnitude of those reasons, they could probably understand. But I do not. Probably, I won't. You could have leaned on me even for the last time. Pero ganyan ka e. Kung di pa ako mangungulit, di mo sasabihin.

Selfish na kung selfish. At least ngayun lang. Madaya ka. Madaya ka lang talaga. Sarili mo lang iniisip mo. Di mo na inisip kapwa mo. Kahit ako lang. I've always dreamt of you finally overpowering me, so I could lean on you even for a fleeting moment. Still waiting for that. But I guess, you gave up. And the wait, is finally over.

Hindi mo na binigyan ang sarili mo na mabago ang tingin ko sayo. Always the selfish type. Always. Ako naman ngayon. Hell. Again, I couldn't even speak. May bumabara sa lalamunan ko. Madaya ka. Leaving me of all these guilt. You've never seen me cry, I tried not to, in your presence, because I was afraid it would crumble my whole edifice. Mahina ka kasi.

For sure, tumatawa ka diyan. Dahil mukha akong tanga. The hell I care. Galit ako sayo. And I've decided, di na lang ako pupunta. Saka na, pag mag-isa ka na lang. That way, masosolo na kita.

Thinking of it, this could have been your way to end your pains. You forgot to ask me though, if I weren't paining as well. Nah. forget about it. This could be your way to repay me. You better guard me, and eye on me for always. :)

Thanks for the laughter. And making me a worthy person. I wish we could have laughed on all your stuff for like forever. Pero, good things come to an end. Good people end as well. Nauna ka lang. Tsk. Kala mo, when I see you after a few good years, I'm gonna give you a good scolding, like you always get from me. And when I see that smirk on your face, I'll punch you in the gut. :-P Kita mo na, ngayun pa lang, namimiss na ata kita.

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posted by Randyh @ Sunday, March 30, 2008 Comments: 0

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Two San Miguel's


Miss Philippines-World 2008

Master Debunker

I was a little embezzled at how these San Miguel's made their stunning camera debuts.
And it seemed that they had glaring similarities. Would you happen to know what are some of those? Of course, there's not a tinge of any based on their physical features.


Yes! Public scrutiny has made them "Persons-of-the-Hour". Lucky them, that is longer than the usual 15-minute fame. Apparently, they seem to have failed some of their audience on what they should have answered. But the limelight is more evident on the former. For the rest of the evidence, click here.


...And as for the latter, I could only say a few words. Buti na lang at kinontra mo silang lahat. Click here for the news article.


I wonder. Baka bumaba bigla ang San Miguel at tusukin sila pareho. Ahahaha! :-P

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posted by Randyh @ Wednesday, March 12, 2008 Comments: 1

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

I Think I Just Died..

Haha! For the past few days, I've been reading this someone's comment from someone to someone and vice versa. What a nice swap. The thing is, I think I just died the first time I've read them. WO-AH! And then, I did some further searching, and guess what?! Haha! Natunaw ako! Awwwwshucks! Tangina. One word. Nakakakilig! :-P


Anyway, that one may be too much showcasing of emotions. Or rather sensationalizing it. Nya ha. Digression. I've just read from a news article the recent manufacture if this fragrance that MAY be the one exactly used by the Cleopatra. They've called it, Nenufar, apparently. Cleopatra's Sacred Scent!



Here's a short description for this scent:

"..Head spacing the substances found (stealing their aromas through scientific instrumentation) as with Nenúfar, the flower's perfume was diffused into a polymer filter with the air around it and then reconstructed as the aroma of the Blue Lotus, a bloom sacred to all Pharaohs. The flower's chemistry contained a hallucinogen, myristicin. Egyptians got high steeping the petals in wine and drinking the wine. (The poem 'The Land of the Lotos Eaters' depicts this). The chemistry of the flower's perfume is kept intact with the humble nutmeg spice, which contains myristicin..."

The latter picture is Ankh, another perfume. The one purportedly used by King Tut. While the middle one is named Pyxis.

Here's another article:

Three perfumes Pyxis, Nenúfar and Ankh, debuted recently at the British Museum in the context of an exhibition on Tuthankamen. The whole collection currently comprises Nenúfar, "Cleopatra's sacred scent", Ankh, "Tuthankamen's aroma of intrigue", and Pyxis "The lost perfume of Pompeii".

Oh gad. The Aroma of the Pharaohs. The Scents of Time as they are touted.


posted by Randyh @ Tuesday, March 04, 2008 Comments: 0