Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Admonish

.... In a few days, I would at least be breathing out a sigh for the year that was. Come to think of it, my 20th year of walk and journey on this planet is finally making significance. All the tumult, the happiness, the sacrifices, the misunderstanding, the indecisiveness, the maturity and inert immaturity, the security, the tenure, the smiles, the frowns. Extreme joys. And my being on the road, but mostly, getting off the road. They all account for the year that is about to end in a few days.

I haven't posted yet my wishlist. It would be utterly late, but I would still do so in the next few days.

.. masyadong matagal ang maghapon, kaya maraming mangyayari. Pano pa kaya ang isang araw? O isang linggo? Isang buwan? dalawang buwan? kalahating taon? Lahat ay magbabago. Maaari. Hindi natin alam. Maaaring may magbalik. Comeback, sabi ko nga kay soulmate. Ewan ko ba. Nakakaturete isipin.

Maaari bang ang inipon ng ilang taon ay mawala sa isang buong maghapon? Malabo. Hindi siya magandang isipin. Hahaha. May naalala tuloy ako. Isang pangako na lagi ko na lamang naiisip. Isang bagay na hindi ko alam kung maipagmamalaki ba.

..Ako ang huli. Palagi.

Magandang gabi. Halos. Pero hindi masyado.